The Way I Used To Be By Amber Smith (Paperback)

"All Eden wants is to rewind the clock. To live that day again. She would do everything differently. Not laugh at his jokes or ignore the way he was looking at her that night. And she would definitely lock her bedroom door."

These opening lines set the tone for a story of regret and longing. Eden wishes she could go back in time and change the events of a specific day. There are things she deeply regrets, like not taking certain actions or being more cautious. However, she is painfully aware that she cannot undo the past.

"But Eden can’t turn back time. So she buries the truth, along with the girl she used to be. She pretends she doesn’t need friends, doesn’t need love, doesn’t need justice."

Instead of facing the truth and confronting her feelings, Eden chooses to bury her emotions. She suppresses her vulnerabilities and puts up a facade, pretending that she doesn't need anyone or anything. This avoidance is a defense mechanism to shield herself from the pain of the past.

"But as her world unravels, one thing becomes clear: the only person who can save Eden … is Eden."

Despite her attempts to hide from her emotions, Eden's life starts to unravel. The suppression of her true self becomes unsustainable, and she is forced to confront her past and her feelings. It becomes evident that the only one who can bring healing and salvation to Eden is herself. She must face the truth, embrace her vulnerabilities, and take control of her life.

This intriguing and emotional premise sets the stage for a powerful and transformative journey of self-discovery and redemption. As readers follow Eden's story, they will witness her growth and resilience as she learns to accept herself and confront the past, ultimately finding the strength to save herself.